It’s definitely been a while since I’ve been on… So I’d like to say I’m sorry, if any of you actually care.
Not gunna lie, I really hate my life right now. More then I’ve ever hated anything.
I lost my friends… Not that it’s really that difficult for me to just readjust, but it sucks. I guess I’m used to changes happening in my life, though.
I found out that the whole time my uncle was helping my sister and I, he was really planning on putting us in foster care. Do you know what foster parents do?! They take in foster kids for the soul purpose of getting that check every two weeks. They treat their kids like shit just for the money.
I also got caught up, again. This time, it wasn’t my fault. My little sister also smokes and left out a note from one of her friends and of course, it talked about her blazing. So my aunt tricked me into telling her the truth about my sister. Then, she told me she was drug testing us both, I questioned her about why I had to be drug tested… Big fucking mistake. Because I got caught, too. Now I’m grounded for who knows how long… On the brightside, I didn’t get any of my shit taken away this time:) Oh, the benefits of paying for your own shit. That way, people can’t take it away from your, because they don’t pay for it.
Which brings me to a slightly happier subject… I work at Del Taco:) Which means I get to make money while getting out of the house and away from my shitty family.
And lastly,
This is exclusive information that I haven’t told anybody… So to my followers, you should appreciate how much I confide in you…
I might be moving back to Orange County over the summer and for my senior year. We can’t afford our rent for our house and there isn’t much reason for my sister, aunt and I to live in Oceanside anymore. We have disconnected ourselves from my uncle because he us an asshole, so we have no future obligations to be near him. I do want to stay here, but I’m not sure if I’ll be able to.
So that’s just a little of my life right now. It’s Hell.
